Happy 29th Birthday to Me!

This has been a year of growth and change. I just turned 29 and even though I feel I’ve gained much life wisdom in the last 12 months, I actually don’t feel a day over.

Well another birthday has come, and I am happy today. Getting older does not bother me, partially because I still feel in my 20s, maybe once I feel old, getting old will suck. I mean I do have less hair, don’t jump as high, my shoulder has no whip in it hardly, my ankles hurt after walking too long…wait a minute, maybe I do feel old!! :) Nah….

Turning 29 is kind of funny. It's that age that people older than 29 pretend to be turning when they don't want to embrace their actual age. It's so common, I kind of feel like I'm lying when I say "I'm turning 29 today." It's like: people who say they're turning 29 just aren't telling the truth. Because most of them aren't!! Anyway, I'm looking forward to turning 30 next year, because 29 is just awkward. It has this built in ageist angst to it that I just don't like. And I think I've always been spiritually in my 30s, anyway. Even when I was a kid, and especially when I was in  school. Not that I was all that mature or anything, it's just more how I've always seen the world. Or so I presume.... (Having never been in my 30s, myself.)

What's my birthday wish? Nothing extravagant. I just wish and pray for a long, healthy life, good career and job and the same for my loves ones, too. This is my first birthday that I wasn't in good feeling. But, I'm doing better and will be completely okay soon, hopefully. I've already go gym and so losing weight is next to my list. I really need to lose the weight I gained in the past years because of my lifestyle and PCOS. I know it won't be as easy as me love food , rice especially but I hope I can accomplish it in the next months.

Wish me luck! Al vida...